Don't Want to Say Goodbye

As the pain comes and goes
So does the desire
To rush into your arms
And beg for once more

I did not see this coming
I did not know the longing
Would give me such dispair

I don't want to say goodbye
I've cried and cried and cried
And can not find the solution
To make my heart stop breaking

I saw the tears you cried
As we waved and said goodbye
And the memory
Tears me up inside

I'll try to carry on
Into this new conclusion
But leaving you behind
Was never my intention

Rescue Me

The dark, the dark
The ever invading depths
Of such a deep dispair

Distain for life
Yet hunger for touch
Where is the light that guides?
I feel it no more

Shut the door to the world
Don't want to smile any more
But need the love of the world
To fend off the tremors

So alone
In perfect solitute
Of my own design
Lost the key to that door
Need someone to rescue me